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But I worked
right through my pre-diagnosis illness while my husband
bought the lease on a public house and restaurant. Despite
my low blood pressure, dizziness and nausea, I was driving
myself to hospital and back for the various tests for
Addison’s while we packed up and moved to the new premises.
Customers
were asking if I had cancer, I had lost so much weight. Or
what country I was from, with my deep tan. At first my GP
explained it away, saying it was an effect of the
hysterectomy or an allergy to the anaesthetic, or running a
busy pub, or having three young children. However, he did
refer me to the hospital, who started to run some tests. My
weight was now down to 34 or 35 kilos.
A month later
I got my diagnosis. I started on 10mg hydrocortisone in the
morning, 5mg in the evening, and 100 mcg fludrocortisone. It
was August 1981, now twenty-three years ago.
The change in
my appearance was quite dramatic. Before long my jet black
hair had turned white. By Christmas I had gained around 20
kilos in weight, which was heavier than I had ever been
before, although still an average weight for my height. A
customer from my previous pub literally didn’t recognise
me. He asked me if I was there, not realising he was
talking to me. I was still working 19 hour days, only now
in the restaurant kitchen serving many, many meals.
Two years
later my bloods showed that I had elevated calcium levels -
hypercalcaemia - the result of overactive parathyroid
glands. I ended up having surgery to remove my parathyroid
glands in 1984.
By 1988 my
marriage was in shreds. I had continued to work all of this
time, only having time off to go to the hospital. I was now
taking 40mg hydrocortisone a day to keep up with the demands
of my lifestyle. For a petite woman (barely 5 foot 1 inch
tall) this was way too high. Unknown to me, the excess
cortisol was further weakening my bones, already vulnerable
because of my parathyroid condition and early menopause.
When my
marriage ended, I spent a short time as a cardiographer.
Then I started my nursing training in August 1989, living in
the nurses home. But in 1991 my spine went and I was retired
on health grounds. Once again I was out of a home and job
with no income.
I moved into
the first available bungalow on early retirement. At first
the renovation and furnishing kept me busy. The place
hadn’t been touched since the sixties and needed a lot of
refurbishment, which I couldn’t do. I also had no furniture
and not much money. But with the help of friends (one of
whom would later become my husband), family, car boot sales
and second-hand shops, I once again put my home together.
This time I was determined it would be for keeps.
In 1993, only
twelve years after my diagnosis, my upper spine gave up
completely and I had to have neurosurgery on two vertebrae
at the base of my neck (the c7, t1 vertebrae). This was a
bad experience and I nearly died as a result of the
anaesthetist ordering insufficient hydrocortisone cover for
me post-operatively. This was also the first time the
endocrine consultant had not taken personal charge of my
steroid dose during my hospital stay, whereas on previous
occasions he had monitored my care daily.
Because of
the type of surgery I was to stay lying flat for a couple of
days and would not be allowed to sit up even for food or the
toilet. I came round sometime later to find Patrick, THE
friend, sitting at the side of my bed. He had not driven the
sixty or so miles to the hospital, but had got a taxi
because he was so worried about me. He stayed at the
hospital for a couple of days helping to feed me and I knew
then that I had a friend for life, even if he did pour the
cornflakes into my ear.
As steroid
cover for the spinal surgery, I was given 100 mg
hydrocortisone intravenously pre-op. I believe that I was
given a further dose during the surgery, but have no idea
what happened after that. Some time during the night I was
aware of a lot of people but not what was happening,
although in my mind I was trying to tell them that I needed
more hydrocortisone. I drifted back to sleep. It would
appear that I had not been given my steroids because I was
asleep. The people in the night were the staff and the
rescue crew. My blood pressure was virtually non-existent,
and according to a lady in the bed next to me, they were all
in quite a flap, until they heard me say "more cortisone".
Then I was monitored for the rest of the night, and the
other lady didn't get any sleep. I was discharged some ten
days later.
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