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I was eight
miles into running the Brighton Marathon (my first) and
realised that I wasn’t getting into my stride. My pulse rate
was high and my energy levels weren’t rising to the
challenge of another 18 miles. How did I ever get myself in
such a situation?
I got
Addison’s at the age of 16, some 32 years ago, when
awareness of the condition was low, and it was regarded as a
condition affecting middle-aged women. I had been ill for
six months, weighed five stone, and was given only two weeks
to live, when I was eventually diagnosed.
Throughout my
20s and 30s, on the advice that by taking my tablets I would
lead a ‘normal’ life, I struggled. I simply accepted that,
quite often, for two weeks at a time I would have chronic
fatigue. My work took me to the Philippines, where I was
hospitalised with a chest infection. In India, I got chronic
Delhi belly. But I had no emergency strategy beyond taking
an extra couple of tablets.
Joining the
ADSHG in my late 30s, I realised what I had been missing and
how little I knew about the management of my condition.
Ironically this coincided with getting my second autoimmune
condition hypothyroidism, as well as asthma. Again, my lack
of awareness of these conditions saw me fall into chronic
fatigue syndrome. Added to this, I’d been lucky enough to
marry and have children (two lively boys).
My turning
point came when I had twelve sessions of Cognitive
Behavioural Therapy (CBT),
at the Chronic Fatigue Unit, at
Kings College Hospital. The specialist. helped
me structure my thoughts and activities in line with my
conditions, my work as a researcher and writer, and family
life. I learned to put things in perspective and to keep
active but take breaks.
By my early
40s I found that exercise was helping my fatigue; I was
getting over the psychological barrier and found that,
although tired, gentle exercise can help with chronic
fatigue. I thus began my long walks around Hampstead Heath.
Most healthy
men in their 40s go through what is called a mid-life crisis
and find a need to take on new challenges. I am no different
but my reason is. I am happy with my life but have been held
back because of my health. Now I had an opportunity to take
on challenges. So I climbed the highest mountain in England,
Scafell Pike, ran a number of half marathons, and got my
right arm completely covered with a classic Japanese tattoo.
To
accomplish all this, I maintain quite a complex medication
regime. My replacement adrenal medication starts on waking,
before I get out of bed, when I take 20 mg hydrocortisone,
100 mcg fludrocortisone, 50 mg DHEA and my replacement
thyroid medication of 100 mcg levothyroxine. Then, five
hours later, I take a further 10 mg hydrocortisone tablet,
and my final 10 mg tablet another five hours later again.
Then, at bedtime I take a second 100 mcg fludrocortisone
tablet. I also have two asthma inhalers. My endocrinologist
is a little concerned that I might be on too high a daily
dose of replacement hydrocortisone and I am being monitored.
For my training I would take an extra 20 mg hydrocortisone
during a long run, say over two hours (10 mg at the
beginning, 10 mg half way), and 10 mg for shorter runs of
between one and two hours.
So,
I’m reaching the most eastern point of the Brighton Marathon
on an unusually hot day in mid-April, thinking this
challenge is beyond me. But my CBT kicked in, as did the
extra hydrocortisone I’d taken at mile 8, and I told myself
that I’d trained properly so had the endurance, and that by
taking regular breaks I could do this. I even began to enjoy
myself - well a little bit at least -
and completed the 26.2 miles in 18 seconds outside 5 hours,
with the added satisfaction of
having raised a considerable amount for the ADSHG in
sponsorship.
I have found after exertion that
I usually recover much more slowly than my ‘healthy’
friends. But for some reason I felt fine, I even managed a
pint of Guinness straight after.
I consider
myself to be very lucky. My metabolism has never been the
same since my hypothyroidism, and there is at least one day
a week when I feel washed out. But I have managed to join in
with my fellow mid-40 friends as they go through their
so-called mid-life crisie.
The challenge
for me now is not to have a challenge. I want to kick a ball
with my sons, go for shorter runs, and acknowledge that the
real marathon to complete is managing my health conditions,
in a way that allows me the normal lifespan my very first
consultant told me I would have some 32 years ago.
Peter
May 2010
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